The reason I own fish is not because I think they’re pretty and I like the way they look, but because I have a severe anxiety disorder. I’m not on medications right now, and my chronic depression is getting worse. To the point that I’m actually making myself sick. I’m selling all of my technology (minus my phone and computer) just so that I can keep my fish happy and healthy. So that I can remain happy and healthy and grounded. So don’t you fucking dare tell me I don’t know how to take care of my fish. I had an 8 gallon tank that fucking broke on the plane here. Any idea how stressful that was??? Imagine the $75 I paid for that going down the toilet because the airline wasn’t careful with my bag (partially my fault but i had it packed REALLY well). And you know what? I haven’t cut for an entire 3 months. I wasn’t clean for more than 2 weeks for 5 years. I’ve come so close, and all I have to do now is sit down at my desk and stare at my fish for a while. Yes, it kills me that they’re not all in 2918098713 gallon tanks (fuck you people), but I am taking great care of them. They’re not in fucking bowls like some people put their fish in. I clean their tanks 2 times a week, and I exercise each and every one of them for 10 minutes a day. I’m not a fucking lazy fish owner who does nothing. I keep them happy and healthy for my benefit. I’m just so fucking tired of people acting like they know everything. I’m not fucking stupid.
Rant over. I’m sorry. I’m fucking sobbing right now and i just can’t handle anything at this point.
So as soon as I sell my DS and iTouches, I’m probably going to get a 5 gallon tank and plant it for Apollo, and get a 10 for my girls. No idea where I’m going to put them…maybe under my bed XD I can sit under there so it’s not like it’s low to the ground. YAY!
do you ever
do you ever just have
that one class
that one freaking class
that just depresses you when you think about it because
oh god you hate it so much
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The new IOS8 update contains an app named Health which CANNOT BE DELETED.
The app allows you to choose which aspects of your health you choose to monitor, but available categories include “Body Measurements”, which includes body weight, and “Fitness”,…
I’d kill to have bigger fish tanks for my bettas. But my dorm only allows one gallon tanks. I’ve got four right now, but may consider buying a few 3 gallons and splitting them. No idea yet. I know it isn’t much, but they’re all happy and healthy.